Been long since I've use the desktop to update my blog. Well, why would i when i had an Iphone?

Anyway, decided to post something interesting today.

My new year resolution! Didn't have the time to prepare them since CNY was around the corner.

Let's talk about myself first. I'm still young, a teenager to be exact and teenager are suppose to try out everything else we might regret when we grow old. Come to conclusion, I've tried everything a teenager are suppose to try. Well, maybe not everything but MOST of the things.

From clubbing, to smoking, to drinking, to staying out late, to being rebellious, to being in a relationship and would die for boyfriend over family, and most the outrageous thing I've did, having a tattoo without the acknowledgment of my mama; whom always has been my greatest moral support.

It's been over 2 years and i doubt i would tell this to her face to face. I don't want to risk having a argument over minor problems. :)

Okay, back to the topic regarding myself. Hmmm, what can i say about myself? Fiercely independent and didn't really want anyone to see the weak side of me. Because, i didn't want them to worry about me when they themselves have tons of things to worry about!

I can't guarantee perfection and but i'll try my best to take care of myself even thought i always tend to be clumsy and accidentally injure myself. It's part of growing up right? to have a scar or two. hahas.
So...Resolution number 1:


I want be the sunshine around everyone, to make them happy and see them smile. Seriously, it brings joy to myself. I like seeing people smile :)
Thus, this leads to my resolution number 2:

2010 wasn't a very good year for me as many many unhappy things happen. From breaking up with Nicholas Tan to indirectly quarreling with a couple of my friends. Well, I know in other's eyes, they concluded that it wasn't my fault but in other hand, i must have done somethings terrible to result in these right? and serious, back then I was really angry with them.
But since 2011 is here so I shall start my book of life on a fresh page. (:
and to make my life more joyous.... I shall keep this 3rd Resolution on going for years!


okay, the 4th resolution, I've been saying it over and over and over again but never once fulfill it. but i shall pen it down once again since it's becoming like a regular thing every year. Haha, it's like a tradition for everyone to have this resolution!



I walked passed everyone's blog and this is a must for everyone to include this as a new year resolution! hahahs.

For the fifth resolution, i would really really want to fulfill it because it's both my mum and my dream which is...


never once we are able to do so because, whenever i wanted to throw anything, my grands would would find 32547134 reasons for me not to throw. you tell me, like that how to keep the house tidy?!?!?!?! Instead of blogging now, I was clearing the living room just now until my grands came home and there they go againnnnnnnn~~

"Why you throw that? Can use oneeeeee!!" *walked over to pick it up and throw one side*

Like that how to tidy my house?!?!?!? It's really annoying lah!

anyway, back to my new year resolution.

Resolution number 6 would be a tough one for me. That is


I hope I'm able to keep this resolution. Every semester, there is Wen Yi to wake me up for school but since Wen yi is having holiday break when I'm doing my FYPJ, I shall take my own initiative and wake myself up on time everyday for school. Hopefully i can do that lah! Bed, I'm sorry to leave you every morning.. wait for me to be back in the evening okay? Love you lots. >.<

Last but not least...



I hope my T'rak sees this and make sure he knows how much i love him. He's the one who picked me up from the past relationship and made me believe in love again. (:
He's the one guy who is so sweet to bring me to places where I've never been to and wanted to go so much. He's the one who tell me he loves me everyday. and he never complains when i always had so much to complains. and even thought he don't like ah lian, but he accepted me and willing to wait for me to change! ((:

I'm tired already. haha, shall go nap a while and wakes up later to meet my lovely lovely T'rak. ^^

joopjoop. ♥

; February 22, 2011, Tuesday, February 22, 2011